Another Visit With Brother Lawrence...
FOURTEENTH
LETTER
ratitude, for mercies to his correspondent, and measure of relief while
he has himself been near death, but with consolation in his suffering.
I RENDER thanks to our LORD, for having relieved you a little, according
to your desire. I have been often near expiring, though I was never so
much satisfied as then. Accordingly I did not pray for any relief, but I
prayed for strength to suffer with courage, humility, and love. Ah, how
sweet is it to suffer with GOD! however great the sufferings may be,
receive them with love. “Tis paradise to suffer and be with Him; so that
if in this life we would enjoy the peace of paradise, we must accustom
ourselves to a familiar, humble, affectionate conversation with Him: we
must hinder our spirits wandering from Him upon any occasion: we must
make our heart a spiritual temple, wherein to adore Him incessantly: we
must watch continually over ourselves, that we may not do, nor say, nor
think anything that may displease Him. When our minds are thus employed
about GOD, suffering will become full of unction and consolation.
I know that to arrive at this state, the beginning is very difficult;
for we must act purely in faith. But though it is difficult, we know
also that we can do all things with the grace of GOD, which He never
refuses to them who ask it earnestly. Knock, persevere in knocking, and
I answer for it that He will open to you in His due time, and grant you
all at once what He has deferred during many years. Adieu. Pray to Him
for me, as I pray to Him for you. I hope to see Him quickly. |